You Know i want every-1 to know YOU TOLD ME SO. Even though I;m a full grown woman Ishould have known better. I Meet this Guy HE was PERECT, and it has not even been 30days and hes gone, outta the picture... I went home yesterday he said he was leaving, i shead NO tear in front of him, A$$hole brought me down in Everyway he could, money, feelings, love, everything. Ehhhhhh im so upset, and NO not with him, not cause he brought me down, no cause he walked out when the times got tough, but because I LET HIM DO THIS TO ME. Fcuk him, the is 1 good thing that came out of this and thats a great freindship I have with his aunt & uncle. THEY ROCK.....Yesterday I wanted to fcuking DIE, really. Im a single mommy and that makes me sick that i wanted to die... Today is going to be a hard day really is i see it & i feel it....BUT IM STONG ILL MAKE IT....I have this wall that is gunna block every man, I DONT WANT A MAN DONT NEED A MAN....dont speak to me if your a man, thats how i feel. I had this wall miles high when i met Jerry and the moment i met him it crumbled NOW the wall is SKY high....and im only 23 so i feel really bad for n.e.man that even wants to try with me cause Jerry just made it tough on your a$$....and thats sick!!!....So every-1 PLEASE dont tell me I told you so, cause I KNOW.....Just be a friend and be there for me.....

I really would like to know Y the world is so ****ing full of drama.....98Rock creates a thing call listen & chat, I chat all day meet some cool ass people from the chat...So y all the drama all people wanna do is chat at work to get us away from the work in the office. Damn say something to 1 every-1 knows..ehhhhhh, oh well guess people should just say a bunch of bull **** so it don't spread like a ****ing wild fire.......well it still will but at least it won't be the truth rite.......Props to the cool 1's in the chat..... pool boy Tuesday nite had my ass cracking up........POOLBOY U ****ING ROCK BRO........oh well just had to let a lil steam out...........