ive not been on alot lately... some things have happened in my life to keep me away and i think i need to spill my guts a little.
july 4 while you were all at the 98 party, i wasnt there. i was back home, up north in michigan, my husband passed away on june 28 and my youngest son is there and i needed to take care of them both. the funeral was devastating for me,,,, never did stop loving the man, just couldnt deal with our life any longer. we needed to separate and so we did. so much more than what anyone knew,,,,, even my youngest son that lived with us, even he had no idea what all was going on between his father and i. anyways..... thats why i wasnt there.
now all you that know me, you KNOW i wanted to be there! no one on this site wants to meet each of you more than i do! ive whined for so very long about wanting to meet with you all! can we please set up another meeting?
the other thing.........
i have 11 days left. only 11! really only 10! then its gonna fall down like a brick wall! i havent seen one person on here that has went through what i am about to! dammmm it! ill have to let everyone know if i survive it!
its a mile marker for me, and i dont mind saying a nasty one at that! im NOT looking forward to it at all! its gonna be ugly! depressing! no fun at all!
will i cry? i can answer that........
yes i will.
angel.
love you all that have passed.....
wish you could have stayed in my life longer.......
happy birthday to my niece, holly! passed at only 7 years old.
happy birthday to my dad, passed at only 75.... march 28 2007.
oh how the tears fall, flow,,,,,,,, someday,,,,, yes someday they will stop. forever.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 04:08 PM EST [General]
ok, i havent been going in chat because of all the people (younger ) that go in there! its turned into more like trying to go in myspace chat where all the stupid talk goes on, nothing but stupid sh it like "theyre suppose to have a assss eating...." thats not good, there isnt any good talk in there anymore! why dont they go into or onto myspace where those people ONLY talk like that! dam,,,,,,, i thought i found a nice place to talk with people where there is still REAL TALK! come on rock 98! get this crap out of the chat! or is this what you want? or intended all along? i dont care to go in there anymore,,,,,,, so one of the original 98 rockers wont be seen in there much anymore.......
hey idea! there is four rooms,,,,,,,, can i change the name of one to adult REAL TALK? any one willing to give it a try? anyone feel the same way as i do?
to all those that were suppose to go to Quaker Steak and Lube........ you missed us! we had a great time! there wasnt alot of people there and very few bikes but we still had a great time!
OH MY WORD! now THIS is a GOOD TOAD! does anyone know who this guy is? his name? his phone number? his place of residence? or hell! even where he works? ive GOT to find this man! i cant believe i had my picture taken with this man and never even knew it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear i need to QUIT DRINKING!
this photo was taken at 98 rockfest and i never knew it! i remember hearing my g.friend say something like "OH SHE IS GONNA SH IT WHEN SHE SEES THIS!" obviously this photo is what she was talking about! i was so freakin trashed i never seen this man standing behind me! hell i was LEANING ON HIM! I WAS TOUCHING HIM! and too drunk to know.......... dam my luck.......... dam that beer.............!
seriously! i want to find this man if at all possible! he is soooooooooo perfect! and besides.... dont we look hot together? lolol
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!someone on here Must know who this is and how to contact him! i may be shy............. but for this! ill break out of that freakin shell if it kills me! HAHAHAHHA
