Just a rant to calm my nerves...

There is a girl who lives not to far from me... I've known her for 4 years, we are close enough that I consider her at the level of best friend, almost a sister. If she ever needed help I'd lend her a hand, and she knows that. She and I share info on almost anything even personal stuff that we really dont want people to know. I am starting to fall in love with her and want to ask her out, I am not worried about being turned down or even if we do go out and break up because we will still be friends and I know this for a fact because almost all of her exboyfriends are still friends with her. I just can't seem to get up the nerves to ask her out though... Everytime I try I chicken out. I start shaking and just can't even think striaght, this has never happened before but then again I was not really serious as can be with my exgirlfriends and they were pretty much the same, we went out for no real reason. But this girl I cannot get out of my head. All my friends know I like her, they can tell just from looking that I like her. I'm not sure if she realizes though. This is so confusing that I can't even think straight when it comes to her... Even now I am visibly shaking because I just tried to ask and to much of a coward to even ask through AIM...

/rant

Well I feel so much better after finally putting that down in writing... Still dont have the balls to ask her out though...

5FDP has been in the process of creating a new video. The video will be released tomorrow August 6th at noon PST. Sorry all it will not be a video of Way of the Fist or White Knuckles, the video will be of their song Never Enough.

First off I want to say Mayhem rocked! Had a blast with all you guys that I saw there. And I have to show this, it's the back of the Jagar Band's lead guitarist's guitar:

Well after Disturbed everything kinda went down hill too... My buddy who was my ride home said we're leaving now or else I'm leaving your ass in Tampa. So I missed the slipknot concert. Well turns out my friend was just slightly drunk, so on the way home he got pulled over. they did the breathalizer and it came out 0.01 under legal limit. Lucky us... short time later... Another freaking cop.... Breathalizer on him again. Same level. Short time later... ANOTHER dam cop... My friend passed the "walk the line and touch your noes" test. Short time later.... yep more lights in the back window. This time I'm pissed and my usual smart ass comment block is gone. That blocker is about the size of a radiator of an F350, and I still have smart ass comments coming through. Cop does the whole line walk bullcrap. My friend doesn't seem to give a thought and just does it. I'm pissed. Cop turns his attention on to me. 6 questions within 5 minutes. 6 smartass comments in five mintutes, with each one making the cop just a little bit angrier... He finally asks, "Boy! Are you always such a f*cking smartass?" I reply just to get him angrier, "Naw, sometimes I'm asleep." This time he's almost as pissed as I am. "You think your f*ckin cute don't cha?" I can't help it this time, I know I'm on thin ice and that the next comment will piss him off even fruther and probably get me a free ride home in the back of a squad car, I reply "Ohh I'm f*ckin adorable." Oddly enough this starts him laughing. Now I'm confused as hell. I expected to be man handled out of the car, hell I was ready for that. But the cop just starts laughing and says go on. I'm thinking Ok... what the hell jusy happend the entire ride home.

All in all the show was good. Sorry had to rant a bit there.