well its a new day but it all feels old. sundays bring a cloud of darkness on me. i wish that i could go back one year and undo everything i've done. i keep feeing paranoid but it might just be because i am tired :-)

well i tried to sleep but it was no use... my best friend is ignoring me, i think. she just keeps shuffling playing cards when i try to talk to her. the sun is kinda comingup. i am tired but i am still awake. how long can i stay up?

at least i got one friend